| It's been about two years since I last wrote anything on this site, let alone visited it. After going through my first year of college and starting my second, i realized that I needed to find a way, or a place where I could vent and express what Im thinking. With that being said my entries will probably be random, and at some point I'm sure they will not make any sense at all. So much has happened in the past two years. I graduated high school and finished my first year of college, two things that when I look back at my junior year of high school seemed so far away. It's true what they say, time goes by so quickly, and if you don't take the time to notice what's going on you'll miss it. At the moment im sitting in my dorm room on a friday night when most people are out or getting ready to go out. I was hoping this year would be more exciting than last and that I would find myself with a busier schedule, and for the first week it was. Now all the first week chaos has come to an abrupt stop. Two days ago I attended my first Rush event....Yeah yeah i know Im not exactly the Sorority type, but that doesn't mean I cant become one right? Every time I tell someone Im rushing a sorority they all laugh and when they find out im serious, they look at me as if I have horn growing out of the center of my forehead! Then they procede to lecture me about what sorority girls represents. And occasionally I even get the question, "So...since your joining a sorority, doesnt that mean you party all the time and hook up with random dudes?" SERIOUSLY?? Maybe i'll go out more, but that doesnt mean im gonna go crazy and you'll see my on the next vloume of College Girls go Wild! Im doing this so I can meet more people, so I wont end up sitting in my room on a friday night writing a blog entry, pathetic right? Sometimes i'll think about high school and if i had focused more on studing or the opposite and focused more on my social life if i'd be the same person or be in the same place I am today. If i would have studied more, maybe I could be going to school with my Best friend at USC. And on the other hand if i had gone out more would i have more friends, or even be going to a four year university. I try not to think about itbecause it just takes too much time, and secondly because I dont want to spend a mojority of my life thinking about the "What if's." Im here now, and I am who I am because things happen for a reason. Ok so now this is where things get random. Im taking a creative writing class this semester, I know another thing people would never see me doing, and my teacher wants us to do some form of free or creative writing daily. I guess im helping myself with this and getting my homework done at the same time. Well anyways.... |
